can u imagine another day in this country? cause i cant!
no way can u imagine. how this piece of potato like country can come all way till today. year 2009. wow...tats like not far from this so call nation wide vision and mission on wawasan 2020 but still, accept the fact, wse're way far from that!!
i was just having a talk the other day with my aunt, note: a woman who has not finished her so call spm and yet, has been a few years of teaching experience in a small primary school in a small kampung.
i realise that her generation and my generation did not have much of a gap. the one we always call, generation gap between teens and parents who think they cant handle their children well?????
yea...tats the one.
so, we chatted and laughed. talked about money, the currency and also...of cos, our future in Malaysia.
when i went on marketing with my parent, i felt as if, i could not even survice out there without their money. accept the fact that i am already working, plus, my pay as a fresh grad is considered....in fact is...the highest...
I STILL CANT PAY FOR MY EXPENSES!!!!!
so yea...its a tough life out there.where taxes are as high as in australia, food are double the price u pay in singapore, cars are so much more expensive due to tax, tariffs, bla bla bla...plus the many hands that u go through to get something into the country.....
why are we still here? singing the nation's song? wat the hell.......i am seriously broke!
Saturday, 31 October 2009
wat it takes to be nice??
ah, its so much more happy when u realized u are not the oni one being silly. ehhe....u make silly mistakes sometimes. but...never forget, u are remembered. like....some guest who came to my house just this noon? hey...no offense here but, its still my house...
so..they came, and i just walked out of the kitchen.
man! i tot i said hi??
life's tough when u are dressed up for the weekend, doing house work. right? i mean, who wears prada and gucci while doing their cleaning?
GET REAL???
so...mayb i look really like a maid, but still, i am not invisible?? or...am i?
well, i said hi and these so call, look like rich asses din even bother to look around. the guy, looked and turn his head away. wow.....
ok..mayb i should do some soul searching. fine. but...thanks to my parent, i was given way much education and exposure to wat civilization is called in real world. not MALAYSIA. ehhe..
yea...lots more to realised wat u have lost out there...
who can tell wats right and wrong? no one. but one thing for sure, this is totally impossible. rude ppl should be just getting rid of. WORLD PEACE. no doubt, there is room for improvement.
yes...u say forgive and forget. i will forgive them. u know why? cos they lack accuracy and believe. the beauty of human is they can chose wat to remember and wat to forget. plus, no offense, the more educated u are, the more simple u are in terms of all these crap.
so..they came, and i just walked out of the kitchen.
man! i tot i said hi??
life's tough when u are dressed up for the weekend, doing house work. right? i mean, who wears prada and gucci while doing their cleaning?
GET REAL???
so...mayb i look really like a maid, but still, i am not invisible?? or...am i?
well, i said hi and these so call, look like rich asses din even bother to look around. the guy, looked and turn his head away. wow.....
ok..mayb i should do some soul searching. fine. but...thanks to my parent, i was given way much education and exposure to wat civilization is called in real world. not MALAYSIA. ehhe..
yea...lots more to realised wat u have lost out there...
who can tell wats right and wrong? no one. but one thing for sure, this is totally impossible. rude ppl should be just getting rid of. WORLD PEACE. no doubt, there is room for improvement.
yes...u say forgive and forget. i will forgive them. u know why? cos they lack accuracy and believe. the beauty of human is they can chose wat to remember and wat to forget. plus, no offense, the more educated u are, the more simple u are in terms of all these crap.
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
ughhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously hate my life. to the max k.. i wish i were dead. or mayb lost. so tat i don have to come bac and face reality. sickening world.
and i feel like...i don belong. just like all those silly tean kids! ugh!!! wat if we really don belong? why wanna make excuses for all these? its sickening! practically, no one loves it. so....just go away. leave la. life with no plans are so much better with lives with a plan. no plan, no pain. no trouble and no worries. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i feel like...i don belong. just like all those silly tean kids! ugh!!! wat if we really don belong? why wanna make excuses for all these? its sickening! practically, no one loves it. so....just go away. leave la. life with no plans are so much better with lives with a plan. no plan, no pain. no trouble and no worries. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 4 October 2009
两种老公 两种人生
A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”
B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。
他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”
女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！” 她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？
B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去 看球了啊。” 她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。” 她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。” 他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”
没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。
A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。” 九点半，
她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点…… 后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。
B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。
他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”
信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。 他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。 她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”
然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。
B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”
女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。 回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。
B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。 回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。
女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
A:他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？” 他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。
B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！”
她哭了。
一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。
A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”
B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。
他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”
女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！” 她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？
B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去 看球了啊。” 她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。” 她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。” 他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”
没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。
A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。” 九点半，
她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点…… 后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。
B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。
他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”
信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。 他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。 她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”
然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。
B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”
女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。 回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。
B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。 回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。
女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
A:他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？” 他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。
B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！”
她哭了。
一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。
Sunday, 27 September 2009
blood...thicker than water?
when ppl always tell u, no matter wat, blood is thicker than water...think again.
today, in this 21st century world, can tat be true?
i doubt. no more is such a thing as ppl being closer to their family anymore.
don believe it??
try it. just look around and u will see. complication between the ties of family bonding is so much more...sophisticated. and....sad.
a true storey bout a father wanting a son's money will never be forgotten. the shame and anger that the family has is no more than just, as big as the amount requested from the father. sadly, nobody knows. its hard to be the oni child left out. but...nobody knows.
still, the rich and famous son was never forgotten. of cos, they want his money so badly, it would be the next big thing to drive him to his grave for $$.
thankfully, the son was strong.
'just give the money la walao!!' who cares? aunty also bo chap! but...the drama is always a gosip among the other cousins. ah....the ones who saw oni one part of the story, and forgotten even HOW this man here was brought to earth.
'why wanna suffer? just give the money man!!!'
yepZ! why wanna make things complicated? just give the god dam old man his money. or rather, just donate that whole lum sum la! wats the big prob? he's begging u for $$$$. he needs it. cant u see?
'but he's my dad not a begger out there. ' ur dad? goodness!!! how impossible to believe. i cant imagine my dad asking me for money ask forcing me out of the house? tats blooding old dirty!
'yes that is!! very! its not right? wats right now?'
oh...for christ sake, just let go! ppl around him WHO ARE SENSIBLE of cos, are telling him to just LET GO! why? to bring himself happiness and the moment of pleasure.
'moment of pleasure? wat nonsense??' ah...this is something u don't no.....the moment that u can allow urself to give money to useless and stupid ppl who don't know how to save up for old age! ppl who don't know wats the meaning of saving for a rainy day. ppl who don't know how to work with both hands and feet still on the ground. ppl who are lazy, useless and meant to beg their whole lives!!
is that not??
'hmmm...sounds better being put this way. but...i'm not recognized as his son!'
no? nvm...its a shame to be anyways. why wanna make life perfect? no one is! so just vie him the god dam money!!!!
ok boss!! set! cash in cash out for donation. better karma, better life.
good good. thats how life is suppose to be. just let go and get a life! why wanna gosip bout ppl's money when U don have it? jealous? ah....tats a good reason. or not..mayb u just wanna be the only rich successful cousin. ah...don worry. u're not alone.
"do u know how many rich ppl are there in malaysia considering the amount of bribe u take home everyday? thousands of them. who cant afford to buy a merz today? when u take bribe? silly is it not?"
so...old man will take it and go. writing in his will, he says, i will only give it to my other 3 children. why? COS THEY CANT GET A LIVING THEMSELVES WITHOUT THAT SUM OF MONEY! sad isn't it? laughin...
but...tat son, who is not recognized by his own family, who has family members who WANT his money ONLY, who is drifted appart by manipulations of his own family's wrods towards him, who has NO father and NO siblings.
he, my frens, he is the one with the best mother ever who had died, and allowed him to taste how she has died. she left him, to bring up this family, who, in the end, did not want him. who's father was a uselss begger. who begged for money. forcing brothers and sisters to break up their relationship and formed, a great army towards this son who is successful, rich and very famous.
wat more can he want?
a caring mother to be in peace up above.
we thank you for the joy and calmness that u have always had in heart. the love towards us will never be forgotten till forever. he missed her. her calmness and toleration was max. she was good. perfect and beautiful.
but she was gone....
today, in this 21st century world, can tat be true?
i doubt. no more is such a thing as ppl being closer to their family anymore.
don believe it??
try it. just look around and u will see. complication between the ties of family bonding is so much more...sophisticated. and....sad.
a true storey bout a father wanting a son's money will never be forgotten. the shame and anger that the family has is no more than just, as big as the amount requested from the father. sadly, nobody knows. its hard to be the oni child left out. but...nobody knows.
still, the rich and famous son was never forgotten. of cos, they want his money so badly, it would be the next big thing to drive him to his grave for $$.
thankfully, the son was strong.
'just give the money la walao!!' who cares? aunty also bo chap! but...the drama is always a gosip among the other cousins. ah....the ones who saw oni one part of the story, and forgotten even HOW this man here was brought to earth.
'why wanna suffer? just give the money man!!!'
yepZ! why wanna make things complicated? just give the god dam old man his money. or rather, just donate that whole lum sum la! wats the big prob? he's begging u for $$$$. he needs it. cant u see?
'but he's my dad not a begger out there. ' ur dad? goodness!!! how impossible to believe. i cant imagine my dad asking me for money ask forcing me out of the house? tats blooding old dirty!
'yes that is!! very! its not right? wats right now?'
oh...for christ sake, just let go! ppl around him WHO ARE SENSIBLE of cos, are telling him to just LET GO! why? to bring himself happiness and the moment of pleasure.
'moment of pleasure? wat nonsense??' ah...this is something u don't no.....the moment that u can allow urself to give money to useless and stupid ppl who don't know how to save up for old age! ppl who don't know wats the meaning of saving for a rainy day. ppl who don't know how to work with both hands and feet still on the ground. ppl who are lazy, useless and meant to beg their whole lives!!
is that not??
'hmmm...sounds better being put this way. but...i'm not recognized as his son!'
no? nvm...its a shame to be anyways. why wanna make life perfect? no one is! so just vie him the god dam money!!!!
ok boss!! set! cash in cash out for donation. better karma, better life.
good good. thats how life is suppose to be. just let go and get a life! why wanna gosip bout ppl's money when U don have it? jealous? ah....tats a good reason. or not..mayb u just wanna be the only rich successful cousin. ah...don worry. u're not alone.
"do u know how many rich ppl are there in malaysia considering the amount of bribe u take home everyday? thousands of them. who cant afford to buy a merz today? when u take bribe? silly is it not?"
so...old man will take it and go. writing in his will, he says, i will only give it to my other 3 children. why? COS THEY CANT GET A LIVING THEMSELVES WITHOUT THAT SUM OF MONEY! sad isn't it? laughin...
but...tat son, who is not recognized by his own family, who has family members who WANT his money ONLY, who is drifted appart by manipulations of his own family's wrods towards him, who has NO father and NO siblings.
he, my frens, he is the one with the best mother ever who had died, and allowed him to taste how she has died. she left him, to bring up this family, who, in the end, did not want him. who's father was a uselss begger. who begged for money. forcing brothers and sisters to break up their relationship and formed, a great army towards this son who is successful, rich and very famous.
wat more can he want?
a caring mother to be in peace up above.
we thank you for the joy and calmness that u have always had in heart. the love towards us will never be forgotten till forever. he missed her. her calmness and toleration was max. she was good. perfect and beautiful.
but she was gone....
Friday, 31 July 2009
31/07/2009
its hard to let ppl und how one is thinking. but..i was really upset this time. after a day of rushing with my work and processing, i was hit. i promise myself that i will try my very best to stay positive, and not get affected by stupid ppl out there with their dirty mouth. but...i lost..
its kinda crazy when u think u can just stop everyone else from influencing u. at a point of time, u try to remain good relations with every1. but, sadly, nobody can please every1. so cant i. however, i think by not being able to please every1, i hav brought myself into sadness and mayb....lost of job.
just b4 the end of the day, franky ong came dropping by to get his Letter of Offer. it was seriously rush hour for my and ms tan, but of cos, i had to go through more as..LO is still a new area in my line. i still make silly mistakes that usually, ppl don after being familiar. so...i had to really rush and at the same time, do my processing. (life's hard)
well, he then later...chatted with Ms tan, Mr beh and another SME. he practically spoilt my image saying that i am not good, lousy at work...and having attitude prob. in front of them...he made me loose almost everything.
well....as if he knows me well....hey..i don know him at all man!
but...wat can i say? i told myself to stop talking to him. he has done many things tat i dono how should i react. many sarcastic remarks, and hurting words. and everytime, i told myself, who the hell is this SME to comment when he is still a SME himself.. but...how long can i hold? how long can i tell myself this that he is nobody? how long can the feeling surpress inside and forget?
if i am really tat bad, by dont the branch just let me go? i rather accept the fact that i am not good, rather than being said in public bout my weaknesses. no one is perfect. but..looks likie, i always gotta be.
the worst part is being bac at home. nobody can understand that when one is sad and down, situations do not hav to be made worst...my parents think that, i always meet ppl like this sort. surely, its due to my own prob. mayb i hav attitude prob. but...is it really that bad till how my parents think? i am not a sensitive, over negative type of person. in fact, i find myself...through my own understanding of me myself and i...that...i am kinda joyful and noisy. but...looks like..projection of my image...is really gone in my own family's eyes.
wat can i say? mayb i am really tat bad. mayb...its just a challenge. but..wont this franky guy be getting over to much for now? some times, i just want to kill him with my bare arms. to let him know that i am not just a girl who is being stupid working cases for him day in day out. for goodnesss sake, i am a branch achiever. i want to see my branch that i am serving get to the top. to be top 3 in region 1. thats wat i wanna see. working together...to form that team spirit.
is this wrong?
but sometimes, i just find that...its just too far...come bac to reality, and u meet ppl like this. till today, i seriously enjoy working for the bank, and...i wanna achieve more than tat. but..if its really tat bad, my performance and work...the bank should just fire me. i will take it from there. in fact, i would in fact feel much better because...even the management feels so. by then, i hav got nothing to say. accept harsh reality with grace.
its kinda crazy when u think u can just stop everyone else from influencing u. at a point of time, u try to remain good relations with every1. but, sadly, nobody can please every1. so cant i. however, i think by not being able to please every1, i hav brought myself into sadness and mayb....lost of job.
just b4 the end of the day, franky ong came dropping by to get his Letter of Offer. it was seriously rush hour for my and ms tan, but of cos, i had to go through more as..LO is still a new area in my line. i still make silly mistakes that usually, ppl don after being familiar. so...i had to really rush and at the same time, do my processing. (life's hard)
well, he then later...chatted with Ms tan, Mr beh and another SME. he practically spoilt my image saying that i am not good, lousy at work...and having attitude prob. in front of them...he made me loose almost everything.
well....as if he knows me well....hey..i don know him at all man!
but...wat can i say? i told myself to stop talking to him. he has done many things tat i dono how should i react. many sarcastic remarks, and hurting words. and everytime, i told myself, who the hell is this SME to comment when he is still a SME himself.. but...how long can i hold? how long can i tell myself this that he is nobody? how long can the feeling surpress inside and forget?
if i am really tat bad, by dont the branch just let me go? i rather accept the fact that i am not good, rather than being said in public bout my weaknesses. no one is perfect. but..looks likie, i always gotta be.
the worst part is being bac at home. nobody can understand that when one is sad and down, situations do not hav to be made worst...my parents think that, i always meet ppl like this sort. surely, its due to my own prob. mayb i hav attitude prob. but...is it really that bad till how my parents think? i am not a sensitive, over negative type of person. in fact, i find myself...through my own understanding of me myself and i...that...i am kinda joyful and noisy. but...looks like..projection of my image...is really gone in my own family's eyes.
wat can i say? mayb i am really tat bad. mayb...its just a challenge. but..wont this franky guy be getting over to much for now? some times, i just want to kill him with my bare arms. to let him know that i am not just a girl who is being stupid working cases for him day in day out. for goodnesss sake, i am a branch achiever. i want to see my branch that i am serving get to the top. to be top 3 in region 1. thats wat i wanna see. working together...to form that team spirit.
is this wrong?
but sometimes, i just find that...its just too far...come bac to reality, and u meet ppl like this. till today, i seriously enjoy working for the bank, and...i wanna achieve more than tat. but..if its really tat bad, my performance and work...the bank should just fire me. i will take it from there. in fact, i would in fact feel much better because...even the management feels so. by then, i hav got nothing to say. accept harsh reality with grace.
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