1st time in my life, i felt lonely. the lonely feeling was such a piss off.. never had i felt this way b4. things were just ok, mayb a little over busy during the pass few days, or weeks, but still...the sudden stop of everything and the end to wat i call..nonsense..still made it worse. never went bac to the same happy mode.
mayb should give myself i few more days, things might just turn out right. haiz..its just a tiring way of living and trying to make positive impacts in ur thinking. together with all the negative world wide happenings...its kinda sucky to think tat things will be better soon.
aih...the question is good. WHEN? just like a few months bac, we told our selves, hang on for just a few more months, we just keep on telling ourselves, hang on, just a few more years till we find peace and our LIFE.
but...when? haiz..tired of this kinda life style. wats the point? where do we go from here? whats next?
