friday

finally, the day i have been waiting for has arrived. hehe...so happy. my donkey is comin...
whole day he din go to classes..zzz..so bad. dare to get the afternoon bus some more. say will go class..zzz...hmph! bad donkey...blek!!!!

hehe..later, at around 3.30pm, will meet kc bout the social night. hope its good news..hehe

then will head straight to the bus stop to meet my baby!!!! nice o...he is in the bus now asleep. like a pig! hehe...

well, i just cant help but wondering, so wat if she is a very realistic person? ppl don find her any good. and, in the end...wat will she get? nothing. hehe..so, i don bother.

i think we...

yulp. hehe..hot day today...zzz..so was my temper. haiz, just lost it on kk and the others. haiz...
felt kinda bad after tat, but, well, its sickening when they are discussing something u should know, in canto. zzz

thats the worse thing in life, when u don get wat the other person is talking about.

lalala...
but i really can wait. today is thursday, and my donkey is comin tomorrow!!!! yeah!! wats the happiest thing? tats for him to come!! hehe...cant wait! its like...tomorrow.!!!!

hehe...baby baby baby..lalala....

wednesday

lalala...today..terrible. i failed my pm, zzz...48/100, man, 1st time. oh dear..gotta buck up, but this is my phobia sub, just gotta get it off my mind tat its so scary!!!!

donkey had a busy day.
for me, cds was kinda achieving. at the part where some new members would like to be involve..yeah! thank god. tot we were losing them...fast!

donkey said he bac pain, muscle pain, mana mana pain..haiz, cant be there. zzz...stupid!
but, he is comin cc now o, wanna chill awhile. good also. can on9 with me!!!! yeah!!!! so sweet

my donkey is sweet.
lalala...blek!

and he is comin!!!!! yeah!!!!!

heartpain

my poor donkey is not feeling well...and he has so many test!!!!
haiz...so sad i cant be there with him. feeling so zzz...haiz...

baby...must jiayou o!!!!! hehe...
good luck donkey...blek!
love u

haiz

baby donkey still snoring...zzz....miss u donkey.
faster wake up k....lalala...
moodless...zzz..dono y. blek!!!!!

tuesday

o...missing my donkey..till i cant do anything...pls..help me...
the only way to save me is..to make donkey appear right in front of me. now..
nice o...cant wait..its still like 3 more days...which is like 72hours...
haven count in the hours for him to reach. haiz....
donkey a.....


mana lu??????

monday...

wakaka...donkey comin on friday evening..soon...nice. cant wait o...
its like so so so long..but, soon la..

today wans madness day, had non stop classes. zzz..i will never do tat to myself again, it a real torture. go for like 4 classes non stop...slept in one class, and went out for bread in another..zzz right?? haahaa..donkey warned me di..but, haiz...no choice wat....

o..4 more days to go. no mood wanna do anything di..just wanna wait for donkey...hehe...
so nice...blek!!!!

love u donkey!

the sweet moments with my baby

love u lots donkey.!!!! muacks

tats me and my donkey!!! hehe...

tats my donkey carrying me!!!! lalala...

finally

finally donkey replied me. haiz..don wanna talk about it. so scary...watever he is goin for..
i am so scared...haiz..dono wat will the out come be. it will be done in may, early may.
love u donkey

haiz...getting very emo

i am getting emo di...donkey la..said wil tell me, till now haven call or msg me...haiz...
keep me waiting for so long...so bad...
donkey arr.....faster la...aiyo....
wonder wats the sad case he is talking about. me so worried...
so scary also. aiyo~
zzz la...no mood do anything. whole mornin looked at the stupid law question without even doin it. donkey arr.....fast fast la....

o..sweet time o...with donkey and his frens..in genting..
nice...
love u donkey!!!!!!
miss u madly...

my gosh

early mornin nose bleed. scary.
miss donkey...wonder how is he now. meeting the doc..
dono wats goin on...wat a mornin, scary mornin.
waa...waa..waa...

my poor head

oo...double o...haiz...stupid head, pain hari hari. like nobody's biz like tat. haiz...

miss donkey so much, he was studying...me too also..but, missed him madly. like crazy like tat. hehe...
he is getting his new lap top today..just only he msg me to tell me. hehe..nice o, next time can on9 at cafe, down his block with me..yeah!!!

friday must come quick, and go slow after tat. hehe..cant wait o..nice!! so sweet. donkey will be here, and i will go down to meet him.
zzz la..he got so mad when he knew that kumar said don go, i don go. waa...waa... so angry..
me scared...donkey misund me. haiz...blek!
seriously this was the 1st time i had to explain myself to someone. other times, i don even bother, as like, even if ppl misund me in a very wrong way, i don care. even my ex also i don give a dam.

see la u donkey..make me so zzz...
but, he said fine di, and i will go and meet him at pudu.
yeah!!!

finshed my panadols di...i will proudly announced the opening of the 2nd packet, in this month...
double zzz...hope things get better. lalala..

love u donkey

ooooo

sad sad o...haiz..stupid msn, made me feel so angry towards donkey, cos i tot he was busy doin his things, don wan layan me di. sad sad....

mana tau, its the msn probs. haiz..when u are sick, u really wished u are either at home, home sweet home, or u wished tat donkey was here...lalala..

cant wait for next friday, donkey is comin, hehe..nice nice..lalala

actually wanted to go down to pudu, mana tau, kumar said tak ya lebih lebih. zzz right? hehe...he say just wait there. so..wait here lo..
haiz..hope they come asap. i am practically dying..almost cant breath//

donkey a.....haiz...i am not angry with u k...dono y u always say i am..haiz..

那又怎样？

你可以很好，我知道。
很谢谢你给我的爱，照顾和鼓励。

我爱你哦。。。！！！

faceless

can u be faceless for once? when no one wants to look at that menyampah face? ppl don owe u a single thing. zzz...
face it, u don have much of acceptable value tat ppl must knell down and conform to. sickening la u! haiz...

when one is in bad mood, yes, the face will be very zzz. but, if u know ur face is always like tat, ur u better find a blind husband. then he will live longer and say u are pretty.

else, don make me puke! save our souls. thanks!

missing donkey

i miss donkey so much. this stupid hp...making my life so emo. haiz. dam it! i miss him la...so so so much!!!!! haiz, its like he is so far away from me even mentally. like he left me already. waa...waa...waa...
sad..

donkey...lalala...blek!

oh dear....

so many things happening. and i wonder whats next. haven solved the current ones, the new ones are comin up. slowly. and, plus, disappointment over and over again. how can this be? yet, too late, and too bad. all was in vain, and i don wanna bother anymore.

try and try, so many times, again and again, wat the hell...zzz!!!
wonder y? but, too bad, most of them got their own thinking. i cant interfere.

feel like breaking down. but cant, kc needs a lot of support. gotta give her all our support to continue, we gotta. not just give up like that. i wont, unless, its either give up or quit. then i hav nothing to say.

miss donkey, but, dono...feels zzz.

my poor hp went down the toilet bowl, so sad...it was with me for so long, 1 yr plus. haiz...emo..miss my own hp. too bad, nothing could be done, i cant reach out to it..!!!! zzz...like duh!!??!?!?

hope things turn out ok soon, its a bloody mad sem for the start.

i'm hungry, wonder when kk will msg me to eat. hehe...tea was ok, had coffee and biscuits, kc came over, and we talked bout stuf, SOLUTIONS, not go round and round. wanna sing round round baby round round...zzzz???? mad

i think i am mad!!!!! oh dear...this is madnes...

later got meeting. decisions to be made by everyone. wonder wat outcome will there be.

may the heart remains as one.

so sad...

donkey left sg long di. so sad...this is the 2nd time i cried cos he is leaving, but i never thought it would be such a long one. wondered how many times in total i cried for him today, as in teared a bit...haiz...

as he left i also felt my heart spinning, so pain...
but, he said he is comin again, on the 1st, so, asked me to chill, relax and wait for him. haiz...how to chill and wait for him? miss him so much.
its like, he is not here anymore, don feel him by me at all. zzz...and the worst part is, i want him by me so much. i want is physically, and 24/7. but, its too much from a girl. guys will get too stressed up sometimes. if a girl pressures them too much. they wont like the girl anymore, will feel tats they are a burden. hehe...i wont wanna be a burden to my donkey!!! nonono!!!
hehe...

cos...i love him lots lots lots!!! lalala...love u donkey! its about 1.53 now, will slp... msg u tomorrow when me up. love u lots! muacks!

ooooo

soooooooo happy!!!!! donkey is here...hehe...
missed him like crazy only. now that he's here, its the best thing tat could ever happened to me.

he is my donkey!!!! lalala...

once upon a time

once upon a time, there was a girl. she was a friendly person. made lotsa frens, and made good impressions on those whom she finds, useful in the future. sadly, things were not the way they turned out to be.
popularity. such a disgusting word, yet, so desirably wanted. ppl go all out just to get it. well, now, she has it. congrats. i cant imagine how pearly could say that. its all bull crap. i don wanna know who told it, but, to believe it,. of cos she would. she has never worked b4 with her, and now she is just hearing rumors. of cos she is popular among everyone. chinese hav a saying, good ppl are hard to be. i find thios very true. its not about who makes themselves popular in at the end of the day. no...i am not saying i am good la..pls. i hav to admit, that i am a very impatient person, but, not to the extend where my reputation is being described as calar balar. makes me sound like i am some kinda whore, where my respect as a human is all finished! omg...

how on earth could this kinda things happened? yulp, i really don wanna think about it, or give it a second thought, but is that possible? me and kc, both suffering from reput lost?? wtf? wat kinda nonsense is this? i find it very ridicules. its the joke of the century. now, i am believing that all is done only on the outside. a leaped never changes its skin. and yes it is very true.

i believe the only person in the who tat dislikes jensen, our very senior, is our beloved arveen. huh...how can it be sha coms? impossible. if pearly is hearing it from a source that is from the sha com, i find it hopelessly unbelievable. i belive, everyone looks up to him as a very wise person, although naggy, but, still...he has a lot of views that we always miss out when thinking. i don see the connection, do u?

sometimes, it is really a very sickening thing to know that, wat we do in the end, turns out to be, farkingly wrong. we try all our best, think till we're almost goin nuts, but still, its well, not as wat ppl like, because, we don hav the sweet mouth to talk and show or be POPULAR among members. a person who talks to much is indeed a NATO. but, i guess our pearly prefers such kinda ppl. well, if thats the case, fine. lets talk. talk our way to success. hurray!!! its time to celebrate.

i just feel like canceling all the events, and just use my mouth to talk only. like some ppl, talk talk talk. and wat they get? wonderful blessings and sympathy. great. and wat i get? a reputation of a whore. wow...tis is so much like...reality.
izit worth all the effort? kc is dying now, cos of social night, and so many planning to do. but, its all bull shit. thanks to her, i feel very uncomfortable.
pppl who wash their hands off responsibilities are regarded as: the great.

waa...waa...

donkey angry with me. cos i din answer his msg...waa...waa...waa...
donkey arr....sweeping floor o...
sorry la....don angry with me la.....

retainers!!!!

i hate my retainers. makes me talk with air comin outta my mouth! zzz...
no offends, but, its like i have buggs bunny's teeth! haahaa...
oh dear...have to wear day and night. dono how to kiss donkey when he comes. feels kinda uncomfortable. haahaahahahahaha....blush blush!!!! blek!!!!!!

mayb will take out b4 kissing. haahaa...blek!

its disgusting with u take it out, got lotsa air liur o...sakit hati..
wakakaka....omg....lalala...
watever la, gotta wear also. so...i will do it happily. keke...

love u donkey!

wat a day

wat a day man....oh my...dam zzz!!! woke up and then realised, it was only 5.30am! dam it. i dono y...but, it was really tat early.
went to uni, with so much worries, as will be meeting ms sum later. mana tau, really kena. it was like wow. but, all was our fault, and learning was a process. will, at least KK did SOMETHING about it. good for him. he LEARN his mistakes fast. but i still dono wats wrong with MY letter. too bad. wakaka
then, got home and got stuck. left the keys, both keys, me and my roomie's in the room. had to call the guy to come over, and cost us 20 bucks, 10 each. omg...wash my hands...haiz

well, hope things get better, tomorrow, smoothly.
then, at night, donkey is comin!!!! yeah....lalala....

i guess, talking and doing are so different that, it would take a lot for ppl to und and apply it. i feel, its about time.


proclaiming, unsatisfied, self-boasting, over confident, notorious, killing, stressful...zzz

hungry o...hehe...

its like wow!!!

wakakakakaka....sunday..busy busy day after a boring mornin. did all the things and went for meeting. meeting was kinda smooth. except for the after meeting part. i guess some ppl just wanna make things hard the others. well, thats not goin to be any help in stopping us from conveying the msg. sad pathetic human.

respect is something i wanna know more about. eating during meetings, walking off and giving excuses when ppl are trying so hard to get everyone together and boost up confidence to make things work...i hate this kinda ppl when they don und.

i dont care where the hell u come from or who the world u are...but hello, accept the fact that u are not in lead and u gotta listen to ur leader. i cant believe that huiling did tat to her fren. wats the meaning of that? she's gonna get a tight slap. if i am able to, i would just tell her off man. disgrace! totally immature. acting like babi!!!!!!!!!!!

ish ish!!!!!

betul betul kurang ajar. tapi tak pe, bukan anak aku. hahahahahahaha....blek!!

tomorrow class starts...at 10...wish me luck. lady luck be with me...my donkey too!!! hehe...

he is comin down on wed lo...happy!!!!!! happy!!!!! lalala....
cant wait...
keke...

missssssss home

ever cried cos u are home sick? missing home? i miss mummy...and my daddy. my sister even more...cant call mummy now, she will come flying from ampang. i don want her to worry...

so sad...when i called her this afternoon to confirm about their wherabouts...i felt so sad...i just cried there. but, of cos, my mummy din know la. if she did, haiz... finish. i tend to depend too much on my family.

miss my parents and all. haiz...

go away!

total lost! dam it. felt like a fool. for once, this has happened in my life.
never knew that it would be this sad...this kinda weakness in the heart.
makes me feel so so so useless. i am so sad....

so bad. very bad. very very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

homesick

seriously...i am terribly missing my homey......home sweet home. haiz...wats the prob...just coz no one is here i am acting emo. dam it la...never had this kinda feeling. but, hope things will change asap. lotsa stuf comin up soon. and...donkey is comin. but still right....4 more days k. can die.
if don see me means...finish. haahaa

arveen told me that she is still not talking to jensen. i wonder how far its true. i find it kinda unbelievable. still remembering the past and getting so pissed off over it. izit possible? zzz

anyways...it has nothing to do with me. now tat utar is not open on sat...i find it so sick. i came bac just to get some approval thingy done. and now, i cant do anything. so scared...sun got meeting, and its to tell everyone the progress of each department. all i did...was edited the farking sponsership letter. i cant send it out through mail. tats so...zzz!!!!! i got my mum's frens mail, but not add la...dam it. no sign, can send? not very advisable. dam it la. so screwed up!

i wanna go home la. dam sickening this place. but...hav to love it so much. i only like being here when....donkey's here...lalala...blek! donkey arr...donkey arr...
so bad la he. blek!

bani teased us. heehee...but, he had to go to tangkak...relative passed away. konon wanna see, tapi...go for girl pulak. ish ish!!! bani bani...haahaa

donkey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! donkey not goin clubbing tonight. hehe.. wanna teman me. so sweet. lalala....
cant wait for wed

ending--starting

hols are comin to an end...hehe..good and bad. both mixed up feelings.

good part is....donkey is comin to find me soon...bad part is, lotsa work comin up and..haiz...gonna miss my home sweet home...keke..

home sick...haiz..i don think i will be, cos donkey will be with me, and lotsa things to do. my cousin's wedding is comin soon, and i gotta make sure i don over eat b4 the wed. then...cny is on its way...oh my...o...hols are comin to

my mummy is gonna miss us, both me and my sis. i keep nagging her these days..hehe.. cari pasal. wanna make her emo. but, thank got i wont be sending my sister off on sunday. will be dam emo if i see any drama.

finally, i realise how wonserful a pressure cooker is!!! its cooks fast...and, makes food taste...mamamiaya! keke...nice nice. tats my mum's favourite. she got one, and everything she just wanna dump inside. let it boil, after 20mins, all done. time to eat...haha...
good also..next time munny wont have to get herself all stressed up cooking. hehe....no one left at home, means, wont cook so often. daddy will do the cooking..keke..

lalala...miss donkey. he has discussion. din layan me...sad...but, wat to do, busy wat. haiz...

so?

when my mummy explain things to me bout that little boy that day, i was mad. i din kinda like the way she put things. no, of cos i dopnt agree to it. thaT's y i am mad!!! how can she say tat we gotta look at him as he is, accept the way he is and try getting to know him? nonsense. this is all but bull crap.

and obviously, i am not very happy about things these days. they're all in a mess. no...i hate it! terrible. haiz...when i go bac, to long, a load of work to do. and they say, take is gracefully. dam it

none of my biz

what a phrase. the best thing tat can happen in ur life is when u say this sentence to someone else. its when u don bother, and don wanna talk about it...or mayb...u think too highly of urself that others are so deadly in need of ur help. shall it be true, tat, mayb u are just a passer by, whom, the msg is conveyed...sadly to u...

i cant stand ppl who are just so proud of themselves. who are they to be so not freindly....and plus, they are just nobody. well, if u are somebody, then mayb u win but if u're nobody, get real...look at urself.
i wont be surprise to see ppl like these sort make their way all up to b one of the most important ppl one day. u know y? they look after themselves too much, perfecting their entire life, making others feel so stupid and then, take revange. well, thats how the mad world turns around.

time is such a sickening thing. its not goin my way at all. haiz...wonder y. things are kinda bad...and i am feeling just as sick as usual. this mornin, some stupid idiot was druming early in the mornin, with no beet, no rythem...just banging the stupid drum. woke me up. that was the zzz part. its like, when u get to work in the mornin, u hear the 1st thing is ur boss' shouting and scolding. its like a curse. dam it... the 1st thing u hear, its gonna spoil the whole entire day of urs. but, some ppl say, y let it spoil ur day? hello, u like waking up to some sickening noise in the mornin? plus, u're not alone living ok? wanna make legend? zzz...stupid.