one law paper down

well...its one paper down...law. hehe...good news. but..bad day.
anyways...donkey...go for it ya...i will miss u lots though...keke

sad

feeling so down today. i am not sure also..
actually, when donkey sees this, he's gonna be kinda sad. cos, i am down because of him. not cos of anything else. well, i also dono how to tell him, its his finals. i don want him to get upset and worried. so..just keep inside me. mayb i might recover asap.

mayb its really true tat everything i say might not play an important place, but even if it doesn't, y bother asking for my opinion? i really don get it. everytime is like tat. the same thing happens again and again. its really very very...bad of him to keep on doin this. but, i don wanna spoil his feelings. later he might not be able to do well. tats the most important thing. no matter wat that comes, i will never let him worry during his final period. he needs to concentrate..and...hehe..i will support him.

baby always supports me whenever i am having a hard time. and he also makes my life so much better during finals. thats the period when i really cant so without him. so..i know he also needs the same thing. well, tats wat i can give him...when he needs it most. hee..mental support. lalala.

but, i cant hide the feelings inside. i just cant help it! i dono how to anyways... i wanna hide it from him, so tat it wont bother him. but, he always knows.

and, it was extra sadding when he told me he could not come down on the 7th. i tot he could. forgot that he will be working. tats the climax for the day la. it was so killing. well, i guess tats wat made me really down today. i miss him. i really do, and i cant help feeling sad. i know i gotta und tat he gotta work. but, y must i always be so understanding? can i not for once?
no...i cant of cos..duh?!?! but, i really hate it.
i wonder will it be like the past. history wont repeat right? i know it wont. this time it wont. i know i love him and i need him so much. and...he needs me too!! keke..perfect match.

haiz...but, i don wanna und!!! cant i be demanding?
i wanna be for once. sometimes, it makes girls feel how important they are. at times la. just by being selfish and childish, they get it.

well....zzz la..

the time of the yr

when ppl are goin through a lot, they wanna find ways to get out. and, i wanna find my way to get out too! tats not hard right? i don think so...

but, sometimes, things don go the way u want it to be. normal la! and...u just gotta adapt to it. all sorts of circumstances, making our lives...unsmooth. yet, no choice.

donkey is studying madly. his finals are comin very soon. my sister also. next week!! hee..mine is still kinda far, but, far is also very very near. comin soon! in 2 weeks time. o...tats the time la!
donkey just gave me some encouragement this afternoon. i wanna do it this time too. and, i know, if i work harder, i can. i just need to get i little more. not to say very little also though...but, just tat few more points to get at least 3.0. then, i will be save. for the time being of cos.

well, this sem, i wanna get my desired target, and i am quite sure, i can make it if i start now consistently. must follow my diary very very strictly. no more playing around! hehe...

tats for the time being la..and...i know donkey will always be behind me supporting me..all the while. hee...sweeto baby!

after all these, then thesis. after thesis, we are meeting again!!! hee..cant wait o..tats the time of my life. out lives!!

i am so so so sorry

oh dear, i made donkey sad and angry again..i really din mean it..but, haiz..

everytime he calls me, i wont be able to pick up the stupid hp. i also dono y. its like, every time he calls right, i will be away from my hp. y a? zzz...guess i am really very very irresponsible. haiz..

y izit that always is me? i always makes him sad, disappointed and very very worried. but, i can never make it up for him, nno matter wat i do, and, he will still always forgive me.
guess, i make promises without doin them either. haiz...

how leh? dull mode now. zzz
guess i will have little mood to do watever i am suppose to do.
donkey is having his finals soon, and its my responsibility to make sure he is ok..happy, and not bored of studyin. but, i go and make his life more complicated by adding all these..ah!!! wat to do leh? any how also...zzz..i dono la...

but, i am really very very sorry. haiz
terrible girl friend
tong tong tong...~~