Friday, 31 July 2009
31/07/2009
its hard to let ppl und how one is thinking. but..i was really upset this time. after a day of rushing with my work and processing, i was hit. i promise myself that i will try my very best to stay positive, and not get affected by stupid ppl out there with their dirty mouth. but...i lost..
its kinda crazy when u think u can just stop everyone else from influencing u. at a point of time, u try to remain good relations with every1. but, sadly, nobody can please every1. so cant i. however, i think by not being able to please every1, i hav brought myself into sadness and mayb....lost of job.
just b4 the end of the day, franky ong came dropping by to get his Letter of Offer. it was seriously rush hour for my and ms tan, but of cos, i had to go through more as..LO is still a new area in my line. i still make silly mistakes that usually, ppl don after being familiar. so...i had to really rush and at the same time, do my processing. (life's hard)
well, he then later...chatted with Ms tan, Mr beh and another SME. he practically spoilt my image saying that i am not good, lousy at work...and having attitude prob. in front of them...he made me loose almost everything.
well....as if he knows me well....hey..i don know him at all man!
but...wat can i say? i told myself to stop talking to him. he has done many things tat i dono how should i react. many sarcastic remarks, and hurting words. and everytime, i told myself, who the hell is this SME to comment when he is still a SME himself.. but...how long can i hold? how long can i tell myself this that he is nobody? how long can the feeling surpress inside and forget?
if i am really tat bad, by dont the branch just let me go? i rather accept the fact that i am not good, rather than being said in public bout my weaknesses. no one is perfect. but..looks likie, i always gotta be.
the worst part is being bac at home. nobody can understand that when one is sad and down, situations do not hav to be made worst...my parents think that, i always meet ppl like this sort. surely, its due to my own prob. mayb i hav attitude prob. but...is it really that bad till how my parents think? i am not a sensitive, over negative type of person. in fact, i find myself...through my own understanding of me myself and i...that...i am kinda joyful and noisy. but...looks like..projection of my image...is really gone in my own family's eyes.
wat can i say? mayb i am really tat bad. mayb...its just a challenge. but..wont this franky guy be getting over to much for now? some times, i just want to kill him with my bare arms. to let him know that i am not just a girl who is being stupid working cases for him day in day out. for goodnesss sake, i am a branch achiever. i want to see my branch that i am serving get to the top. to be top 3 in region 1. thats wat i wanna see. working together...to form that team spirit.
is this wrong?
but sometimes, i just find that...its just too far...come bac to reality, and u meet ppl like this. till today, i seriously enjoy working for the bank, and...i wanna achieve more than tat. but..if its really tat bad, my performance and work...the bank should just fire me. i will take it from there. in fact, i would in fact feel much better because...even the management feels so. by then, i hav got nothing to say. accept harsh reality with grace.
its kinda crazy when u think u can just stop everyone else from influencing u. at a point of time, u try to remain good relations with every1. but, sadly, nobody can please every1. so cant i. however, i think by not being able to please every1, i hav brought myself into sadness and mayb....lost of job.
just b4 the end of the day, franky ong came dropping by to get his Letter of Offer. it was seriously rush hour for my and ms tan, but of cos, i had to go through more as..LO is still a new area in my line. i still make silly mistakes that usually, ppl don after being familiar. so...i had to really rush and at the same time, do my processing. (life's hard)
well, he then later...chatted with Ms tan, Mr beh and another SME. he practically spoilt my image saying that i am not good, lousy at work...and having attitude prob. in front of them...he made me loose almost everything.
well....as if he knows me well....hey..i don know him at all man!
but...wat can i say? i told myself to stop talking to him. he has done many things tat i dono how should i react. many sarcastic remarks, and hurting words. and everytime, i told myself, who the hell is this SME to comment when he is still a SME himself.. but...how long can i hold? how long can i tell myself this that he is nobody? how long can the feeling surpress inside and forget?
if i am really tat bad, by dont the branch just let me go? i rather accept the fact that i am not good, rather than being said in public bout my weaknesses. no one is perfect. but..looks likie, i always gotta be.
the worst part is being bac at home. nobody can understand that when one is sad and down, situations do not hav to be made worst...my parents think that, i always meet ppl like this sort. surely, its due to my own prob. mayb i hav attitude prob. but...is it really that bad till how my parents think? i am not a sensitive, over negative type of person. in fact, i find myself...through my own understanding of me myself and i...that...i am kinda joyful and noisy. but...looks like..projection of my image...is really gone in my own family's eyes.
wat can i say? mayb i am really tat bad. mayb...its just a challenge. but..wont this franky guy be getting over to much for now? some times, i just want to kill him with my bare arms. to let him know that i am not just a girl who is being stupid working cases for him day in day out. for goodnesss sake, i am a branch achiever. i want to see my branch that i am serving get to the top. to be top 3 in region 1. thats wat i wanna see. working together...to form that team spirit.
is this wrong?
but sometimes, i just find that...its just too far...come bac to reality, and u meet ppl like this. till today, i seriously enjoy working for the bank, and...i wanna achieve more than tat. but..if its really tat bad, my performance and work...the bank should just fire me. i will take it from there. in fact, i would in fact feel much better because...even the management feels so. by then, i hav got nothing to say. accept harsh reality with grace.
Wednesday, 1 July 2009
我只在乎你
如果没有遇见你
我将会是在哪里
日子过得怎么样
人生是否要珍惜
也许认识某一人
过着平反的日子
不知道会不会
也有爱情甜如蜜
任时光匆匆流去 我只在乎你。。。
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何，能够得到知己
是去生命的力量也不可惜
所以我求求你
别让我离开你。。。
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
如果有那么一天
你说即将要离去
我会迷失我自己
走入无边人海里
不要什么诺言
只要天天在一起
我不能只依靠
片片回忆活下去
任时光匆匆流去 我只在乎你。。。
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何，能够得到知己
是去生命的力量也不可惜
所以我求求你
别让我离开你。。。
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
dedicating this song to u.......
hehe....wat a day...~~~
我将会是在哪里
日子过得怎么样
人生是否要珍惜
也许认识某一人
过着平反的日子
不知道会不会
也有爱情甜如蜜
任时光匆匆流去 我只在乎你。。。
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何，能够得到知己
是去生命的力量也不可惜
所以我求求你
别让我离开你。。。
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
如果有那么一天
你说即将要离去
我会迷失我自己
走入无边人海里
不要什么诺言
只要天天在一起
我不能只依靠
片片回忆活下去
任时光匆匆流去 我只在乎你。。。
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何，能够得到知己
是去生命的力量也不可惜
所以我求求你
别让我离开你。。。
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
dedicating this song to u.......
hehe....wat a day...~~~
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