once upon a time

once upon a time, there was a girl. she was a friendly person. made lotsa frens, and made good impressions on those whom she finds, useful in the future. sadly, things were not the way they turned out to be.
popularity. such a disgusting word, yet, so desirably wanted. ppl go all out just to get it. well, now, she has it. congrats. i cant imagine how pearly could say that. its all bull crap. i don wanna know who told it, but, to believe it,. of cos she would. she has never worked b4 with her, and now she is just hearing rumors. of cos she is popular among everyone. chinese hav a saying, good ppl are hard to be. i find thios very true. its not about who makes themselves popular in at the end of the day. no...i am not saying i am good la..pls. i hav to admit, that i am a very impatient person, but, not to the extend where my reputation is being described as calar balar. makes me sound like i am some kinda whore, where my respect as a human is all finished! omg...

how on earth could this kinda things happened? yulp, i really don wanna think about it, or give it a second thought, but is that possible? me and kc, both suffering from reput lost?? wtf? wat kinda nonsense is this? i find it very ridicules. its the joke of the century. now, i am believing that all is done only on the outside. a leaped never changes its skin. and yes it is very true.

i believe the only person in the who tat dislikes jensen, our very senior, is our beloved arveen. huh...how can it be sha coms? impossible. if pearly is hearing it from a source that is from the sha com, i find it hopelessly unbelievable. i belive, everyone looks up to him as a very wise person, although naggy, but, still...he has a lot of views that we always miss out when thinking. i don see the connection, do u?

sometimes, it is really a very sickening thing to know that, wat we do in the end, turns out to be, farkingly wrong. we try all our best, think till we're almost goin nuts, but still, its well, not as wat ppl like, because, we don hav the sweet mouth to talk and show or be POPULAR among members. a person who talks to much is indeed a NATO. but, i guess our pearly prefers such kinda ppl. well, if thats the case, fine. lets talk. talk our way to success. hurray!!! its time to celebrate.

i just feel like canceling all the events, and just use my mouth to talk only. like some ppl, talk talk talk. and wat they get? wonderful blessings and sympathy. great. and wat i get? a reputation of a whore. wow...tis is so much like...reality.
izit worth all the effort? kc is dying now, cos of social night, and so many planning to do. but, its all bull shit. thanks to her, i feel very uncomfortable.
pppl who wash their hands off responsibilities are regarded as: the great.