so sad...

donkey left sg long di. so sad...this is the 2nd time i cried cos he is leaving, but i never thought it would be such a long one. wondered how many times in total i cried for him today, as in teared a bit...haiz...

as he left i also felt my heart spinning, so pain...
but, he said he is comin again, on the 1st, so, asked me to chill, relax and wait for him. haiz...how to chill and wait for him? miss him so much.
its like, he is not here anymore, don feel him by me at all. zzz...and the worst part is, i want him by me so much. i want is physically, and 24/7. but, its too much from a girl. guys will get too stressed up sometimes. if a girl pressures them too much. they wont like the girl anymore, will feel tats they are a burden. hehe...i wont wanna be a burden to my donkey!!! nonono!!!
hehe...

cos...i love him lots lots lots!!! lalala...love u donkey! its about 1.53 now, will slp... msg u tomorrow when me up. love u lots! muacks!