none of my biz

what a phrase. the best thing tat can happen in ur life is when u say this sentence to someone else. its when u don bother, and don wanna talk about it...or mayb...u think too highly of urself that others are so deadly in need of ur help. shall it be true, tat, mayb u are just a passer by, whom, the msg is conveyed...sadly to u...

i cant stand ppl who are just so proud of themselves. who are they to be so not freindly....and plus, they are just nobody. well, if u are somebody, then mayb u win but if u're nobody, get real...look at urself.
i wont be surprise to see ppl like these sort make their way all up to b one of the most important ppl one day. u know y? they look after themselves too much, perfecting their entire life, making others feel so stupid and then, take revange. well, thats how the mad world turns around.

time is such a sickening thing. its not goin my way at all. haiz...wonder y. things are kinda bad...and i am feeling just as sick as usual. this mornin, some stupid idiot was druming early in the mornin, with no beet, no rythem...just banging the stupid drum. woke me up. that was the zzz part. its like, when u get to work in the mornin, u hear the 1st thing is ur boss' shouting and scolding. its like a curse. dam it... the 1st thing u hear, its gonna spoil the whole entire day of urs. but, some ppl say, y let it spoil ur day? hello, u like waking up to some sickening noise in the mornin? plus, u're not alone living ok? wanna make legend? zzz...stupid.

oh my god!

haiz...wat a holiday to ipoh and kl. my mummy's fren's house. tiring and not very nice, except for the fact that we did enjoy ourselves in ipoh....food and the white water rafting.
i hate hols!! miss my donkey like mad. cant wait for uni to start...then he will come find me on the 1st week itself! nice!! hehe...u don know wats its like to miss ur donkey!! the feeling is awfully zzz...double zzz...haiz!!!! although he always says he und, but, bet he is suffering too...like me...sadsad...

blek! well...the rest was ok...just that i cant really accept the fact that some ppl can be so...zz!!! they stick to u like a piece of glue, and i hate it! haiz....tell me wats new..

impossible...

keke...when i posted tat...i was in a mixed feeling. din know wat was goin through my brain cells. which of cos, was kinda messy of cos at that moment.

today...was not a very nice day. dam it, was disturbed my her early in the mornin. zzz...open and close the milo tin. walao...swt! tats is very inconsiderate and kinda pissing too! dont know wat is common sense? i dono how come some times right, ppl can be so unaware of wat they are doin. zzz...u know, if i wake up early, opening my cereal packet also i open outside. i don think my mum had to tell me tat lo seriously. zzz...total bull crap!

sometimes u get kinda irritated when things like tat happen lo. haiz...tats y, i cant wait to get out! one more sem to go. haiz! i don care if u know or not la, but its so farking irritating! and they say we look alike! omg..i think they must be blind. me and u hav a lot of facial differences. i am totally aware of it lo...hehe...don need for anyone else to tell me tat. cos, i think, i hav eyes!! hehe...sorry!!!! but, truth hurts!

anyways, the last paper is tomorrow, and then iall of us are free...hehe..free birds! wonder wats the plan for tomorrow. haiz...else, just stay at home and on9 with donkey!!!

haiz..waiting for donkey also susah. haiz...he is tired...slping till now. OMG!!! yulp! tats how i feel too..hehe...piggy donkey! zzz
miss him lots! haiz...when is her goin to wake up and msg me?? like dying di.

they say love is sweet and at the same time painful...mayb lo....

y love when its painful? wat a statement....love is not really painful if u know how to manage it la girl...come to think of it, urs is, and till now, i don quite und y u haven forgot about him yet. is he really tat great to u? come on, there are so many other guys out there...and u're not the only girl...besides, are u in a very bad shape till no one can bare u only him?? no!!! so.. just stop it...u're driving urself crazy! haiz...u should let go by now u know....its kinda..like psychologically not correct to just keep holding on to nothing. its scary too, cos ppl might think tat u are mad...goin crazy and stuf. so...watch out la..think urself out of it. save urself.

but, come to think of that, if one day, touch wood la!!! erm, donkey leaves me, i will be in total lost! i wont know wat to do also....omg!!!! yulp, power of love...hehe..blek! its sweet at times...too!! haha...haiz..donkey...faster wake up la...me miss u lots o...blek!

ob is done..just the last chap, case study. zzz...stress and stressors. omg.!!!! dono wat crap la...but, wat to do...

well...may god bless us all...its the last paper!

no...its not impossible

when ppl ask if its really ok...no..i don think so. its not to say tat they matter a lot in a process....but, still, it plays quite a lot of importance. and, feeling it right now it way too late. cos, wats done is done. yulp!

well...once spoken...u cant take bac ur words...same goes! just have to look forward and continue tis life. its not wrong, don get me wrong...nothing is right or wrong. so...this is the same thing. u can look at it in lotsa perspectives. all...still brings u bac to...ask urself. tats it!

today...

1st day of my paper was ok...except the part where i din read the 12mark question....and the one out of tips...which was another 12marks.
tell me bout it!! zzz....

today, my roomie said something tat i find, very stupid. she said, wat kinda chinese wont know that 22nd dec this yr is time for tang yuan....zzz...is there such a thing tat all chinese must take note of this? then...its the same saying that all chinese must know who to read and write chinese too! bull crap!

sometimes, ppl must be aware of wat they say. some makes sense and others dont. this is the major difference when u try to show how smart u are. blek!

my 2nd paper is on wed, OB...wonder how it would be. the feeling of after the papers...zzz...hehe...

donkey is at home...but, is goin out later. to chill with his frens. keke...goin to lap some chics! wahahaha.... haiz...hope to finish studyin today. so tat i wont be so stressed up tomorrow. just revise slowly can already. mayb will slp late. maybe... depends too, cos, i am kinda tired. hope my spirits are high.

jensen just got me a pendrive. its bout time i change mine. zzz...the old one..is.. too small. hehe...then i can save some songs bac for my sisiter. infact, all of the songs that she wants!!! haha...she just passed her undang...now..planning for the next step.

hols is goin to start soon, but its a pity i cant meet donkey before goin bac for my long long hols. will be busy during this hols. zzz...lotsa things to do. clean this and that...gotta go swimming too! with my sis. hehe... goin for hols with my family too! cant wait to go s'pore. hehe...its christmas...but, wont be there to celebrate. will be in kl. and...donkey will be in kl too!!! zzz part is, we're both in ampang! and we cant meet. dam it! haiz....shockingly sad!

anyways....a long day to go. hungry now di...but my roomie still sleeping. zzz...if i eat now, later will be too full to eat. zzz la...dam this stomach! hari-hari lapar! and i said i am on a diet! omg.....bless me!

emo day

zzz...last day donkey is here with me...feeling down..dono when is the next time we're going to meet again...haiz.
life's hard, but kinda like a challenge....that both of us hav to go through....haiz...

after this, goin bac home, gotta study real hard for this time's finals...to score..duh??
then...its goin t be long long holiday, dono when can meet donkey again...sad case.
dam it!!!!

yesterday, we went for a movie...the kingdom...omg...the ppl killed in war...scary!! so many disgusting things...zzz!!!
but, overall, it was a great movie....
hehe...better also...with donkey!!
keke....blek!

donkey is still sleeping...haiz..din even bother bout me...pig! don think he knows i am not there also...see la!!!! haiz...this kinda bf...sad sad....
we went for man u last night, or rather this mornin....keke...cold!!!!! and i forgot to hang the clothers, so after the match, we came bac, i had to hang them b4 slping...
nice to watch with donkey!!! lalala...

anyways...haiz.....

today

donkey is comin today...not on sunday...and i am so happy.
cant believe it...he wanted to give me a surprise by not telling me..hehe..
but, he made me cry yesterday...so he had no choice, and the only way to make me happy again was to tell me this great news!!!!
hehe...i am so os so happy...still waiting for him...then we will eat dinner...
nice...the sweetest thing that he could give me...thanks donkey!!!
blek!