wat a day

wat a day man....oh my...dam zzz!!! woke up and then realised, it was only 5.30am! dam it. i dono y...but, it was really tat early.
went to uni, with so much worries, as will be meeting ms sum later. mana tau, really kena. it was like wow. but, all was our fault, and learning was a process. will, at least KK did SOMETHING about it. good for him. he LEARN his mistakes fast. but i still dono wats wrong with MY letter. too bad. wakaka
then, got home and got stuck. left the keys, both keys, me and my roomie's in the room. had to call the guy to come over, and cost us 20 bucks, 10 each. omg...wash my hands...haiz

well, hope things get better, tomorrow, smoothly.
then, at night, donkey is comin!!!! yeah....lalala....

i guess, talking and doing are so different that, it would take a lot for ppl to und and apply it. i feel, its about time.


proclaiming, unsatisfied, self-boasting, over confident, notorious, killing, stressful...zzz

hungry o...hehe...

its like wow!!!

wakakakakaka....sunday..busy busy day after a boring mornin. did all the things and went for meeting. meeting was kinda smooth. except for the after meeting part. i guess some ppl just wanna make things hard the others. well, thats not goin to be any help in stopping us from conveying the msg. sad pathetic human.

respect is something i wanna know more about. eating during meetings, walking off and giving excuses when ppl are trying so hard to get everyone together and boost up confidence to make things work...i hate this kinda ppl when they don und.

i dont care where the hell u come from or who the world u are...but hello, accept the fact that u are not in lead and u gotta listen to ur leader. i cant believe that huiling did tat to her fren. wats the meaning of that? she's gonna get a tight slap. if i am able to, i would just tell her off man. disgrace! totally immature. acting like babi!!!!!!!!!!!

ish ish!!!!!

betul betul kurang ajar. tapi tak pe, bukan anak aku. hahahahahahaha....blek!!

tomorrow class starts...at 10...wish me luck. lady luck be with me...my donkey too!!! hehe...

he is comin down on wed lo...happy!!!!!! happy!!!!! lalala....
cant wait...
keke...

missssssss home

ever cried cos u are home sick? missing home? i miss mummy...and my daddy. my sister even more...cant call mummy now, she will come flying from ampang. i don want her to worry...

so sad...when i called her this afternoon to confirm about their wherabouts...i felt so sad...i just cried there. but, of cos, my mummy din know la. if she did, haiz... finish. i tend to depend too much on my family.

miss my parents and all. haiz...

go away!

total lost! dam it. felt like a fool. for once, this has happened in my life.
never knew that it would be this sad...this kinda weakness in the heart.
makes me feel so so so useless. i am so sad....

so bad. very bad. very very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

homesick

seriously...i am terribly missing my homey......home sweet home. haiz...wats the prob...just coz no one is here i am acting emo. dam it la...never had this kinda feeling. but, hope things will change asap. lotsa stuf comin up soon. and...donkey is comin. but still right....4 more days k. can die.
if don see me means...finish. haahaa

arveen told me that she is still not talking to jensen. i wonder how far its true. i find it kinda unbelievable. still remembering the past and getting so pissed off over it. izit possible? zzz

anyways...it has nothing to do with me. now tat utar is not open on sat...i find it so sick. i came bac just to get some approval thingy done. and now, i cant do anything. so scared...sun got meeting, and its to tell everyone the progress of each department. all i did...was edited the farking sponsership letter. i cant send it out through mail. tats so...zzz!!!!! i got my mum's frens mail, but not add la...dam it. no sign, can send? not very advisable. dam it la. so screwed up!

i wanna go home la. dam sickening this place. but...hav to love it so much. i only like being here when....donkey's here...lalala...blek! donkey arr...donkey arr...
so bad la he. blek!

bani teased us. heehee...but, he had to go to tangkak...relative passed away. konon wanna see, tapi...go for girl pulak. ish ish!!! bani bani...haahaa

donkey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! donkey not goin clubbing tonight. hehe.. wanna teman me. so sweet. lalala....
cant wait for wed

ending--starting

hols are comin to an end...hehe..good and bad. both mixed up feelings.

good part is....donkey is comin to find me soon...bad part is, lotsa work comin up and..haiz...gonna miss my home sweet home...keke..

home sick...haiz..i don think i will be, cos donkey will be with me, and lotsa things to do. my cousin's wedding is comin soon, and i gotta make sure i don over eat b4 the wed. then...cny is on its way...oh my...o...hols are comin to

my mummy is gonna miss us, both me and my sis. i keep nagging her these days..hehe.. cari pasal. wanna make her emo. but, thank got i wont be sending my sister off on sunday. will be dam emo if i see any drama.

finally, i realise how wonserful a pressure cooker is!!! its cooks fast...and, makes food taste...mamamiaya! keke...nice nice. tats my mum's favourite. she got one, and everything she just wanna dump inside. let it boil, after 20mins, all done. time to eat...haha...
good also..next time munny wont have to get herself all stressed up cooking. hehe....no one left at home, means, wont cook so often. daddy will do the cooking..keke..

lalala...miss donkey. he has discussion. din layan me...sad...but, wat to do, busy wat. haiz...

so?

when my mummy explain things to me bout that little boy that day, i was mad. i din kinda like the way she put things. no, of cos i dopnt agree to it. thaT's y i am mad!!! how can she say tat we gotta look at him as he is, accept the way he is and try getting to know him? nonsense. this is all but bull crap.

and obviously, i am not very happy about things these days. they're all in a mess. no...i hate it! terrible. haiz...when i go bac, to long, a load of work to do. and they say, take is gracefully. dam it