this is the way...things are. i accept it. more than anything else in the world. it may be just a small and simple one, but, still, its the heard that counts. well, its not only the effort put into, but, the sincere heart.
i see so far, the best performer, one of the most sincere one is none but sue hui. yes, all these while, all she put into this whole thing is her heart. thank you..
as for the worst performer, is none other than our lovely abby. i cant help finding her very sickening. when things are seriously bad, she is giving ppl more trouble. more pain in the neck. this really is attitude problem. i wanted to sound it out to her, but, wat would it do to improve the conditions?? nothing. more than anyone else i think my kc wants to just shut her off everything. but, her responsible is important.
too bad, sometimes, we just cant say much to save our event. today, i saw her again, trying to make the best outta her group. its intolerable, and i am sure everyone knows it. haiz..
my sister misses me...i miss her too..but, she will be comin next week. haahaa..i am having the best of both worlds these 2 weeks. so happy. donkey is reaching tonight, and my sistah is comin next week. yeah! cant wait to bring her out to taste some delicious food in The Gardens...hehe..
she is my only sister wat..of cos i gotta love her. hehe...she is beauty too!! my little sistah!
well, audit is tomorrow, i hope watever i hav put in this past 2 weeks will be fruitful. its not always that i plan to study..zzz...cos, i am not this kinda person. but, some how or rather, i am just sick of last minute cramming everthing inside, plus, i don hav a very good memory. so..like my sister said, mayb consistent reading might help a little. so..trying it out...it did help for tax...thought...hehe..
if it does, i guess, i will continue this method, cos, i feel that everytime i cram everyhting in last minute, i will forget everything in the end, so..wats the point? zzz...short term memory ma...zzz
and, i made a small card for donkey..hehe...cos, he is comin down today, so i can update my little blog. hehe...then he wont know. i know i did said that i got him something small..zzz...but, cant tell right? so i just pretended not to know bout it.. haahaa...blek! love u donkey!!!! muacks! see u later!
Wednesday, 27 February 2008
Tuesday, 26 February 2008
countdown
no need for the countdown, donkey's comin tomorrow. happy. but he just told me a stupid news, which i never wanna hear. he's gotta go bac on saturday. dam....
haiz, my sister wants to come over too..but, no place. stuck. haha...miss my sister lots too...hehe
its a rather right? too bad...
haiz, i gotta understand, but i don wan to. can? i really don want to understand. really sad lah..when he told me that, i was like lost for words to say and really dono wat to do. of cos i don want him to miss any classes, and to get a zero for his assignment right? but, still, haiz, its a turn off lah seriously...
arrrrrrrrr.....lets just go home la..
but i miss him...
stupid, seriously la
haiz, my sister wants to come over too..but, no place. stuck. haha...miss my sister lots too...hehe
its a rather right? too bad...
haiz, i gotta understand, but i don wan to. can? i really don want to understand. really sad lah..when he told me that, i was like lost for words to say and really dono wat to do. of cos i don want him to miss any classes, and to get a zero for his assignment right? but, still, haiz, its a turn off lah seriously...
arrrrrrrrr.....lets just go home la..
but i miss him...
stupid, seriously la
Sunday, 24 February 2008
messed up...
its not like everytime we get we want, but this time, i am really so up sad, cant we even have the slightest chance? i really don find it interesting, and i don hav mood for it. i am not willing to sacrifice anymore for it. wats the point? has anything been in our stand of benefit b4? has it ever been? no...never at all. just because they went to ms tian and got the approval, it has become out fault. our mistake. our responsibility. our life. our spirit and our heart. all is taken away, and, wats the point? no...no more...
mayb ppl don know how much we had put in for this event, all the time and pain we went through, all the thoughts tat we have put in. no one knows, and it is not up to them to tell us how they know how we feel inside, cos, nobody will ever ever know that feeling. yulp, i agree that i am not a very reasonable person, which by now, at this point of time, i should open my heart, and work with them, but, i cannot. i still remember the way we were treated. like dogs. the way we were rejected. like fools! the way we gotta compromise. like desperadoes. its a sad sad situation.
i don wanna know how much we hav to give up, the sum=uncountable. how much effort every single one of us had to put in, to make it till today. i just feel that we were in a situation were we gotta give in for nothing. nothing all. everything was to our disadvantage. and they blame it on us. how izit posible for me to accept this? if its not cos of kc, i would just reject there and then. if its not cos of cds, i would hav given ms sum a piece of my mind b4 i push the table. i find it totally ridiculous.
sadly to say, sometimes, ppl just don get it. sacrifices are meant to be done. even if it hurts so much to do so. distance brings ppl further, and too bad, this is not even a mile away and i feel so far from social night.
wonderful...
ppl just don get it. outsiders will always remain as outsiders. they will never know. never ever know wat it takes to give ur heart to a society.
mayb ppl don know how much we had put in for this event, all the time and pain we went through, all the thoughts tat we have put in. no one knows, and it is not up to them to tell us how they know how we feel inside, cos, nobody will ever ever know that feeling. yulp, i agree that i am not a very reasonable person, which by now, at this point of time, i should open my heart, and work with them, but, i cannot. i still remember the way we were treated. like dogs. the way we were rejected. like fools! the way we gotta compromise. like desperadoes. its a sad sad situation.
i don wanna know how much we hav to give up, the sum=uncountable. how much effort every single one of us had to put in, to make it till today. i just feel that we were in a situation were we gotta give in for nothing. nothing all. everything was to our disadvantage. and they blame it on us. how izit posible for me to accept this? if its not cos of kc, i would just reject there and then. if its not cos of cds, i would hav given ms sum a piece of my mind b4 i push the table. i find it totally ridiculous.
sadly to say, sometimes, ppl just don get it. sacrifices are meant to be done. even if it hurts so much to do so. distance brings ppl further, and too bad, this is not even a mile away and i feel so far from social night.
wonderful...
ppl just don get it. outsiders will always remain as outsiders. they will never know. never ever know wat it takes to give ur heart to a society.
tuang
tuang...all comes tuanging bac..keke..
things will be alright, everything is goin to be fine. i can be quite certain.
my sister is homesick..hehe..i told my mummy, she was laughing..cos, its like..finally she is missing home..hehe...good.
donkey forgot bout me. haiz..he said he will msg me B4 he slps, now...already pass 2hours already.
sakit hati o...haiz..
who's gotta the kingdom? we've got the kingdom. we must always remember those days.. haha..
things will be alright, everything is goin to be fine. i can be quite certain.
my sister is homesick..hehe..i told my mummy, she was laughing..cos, its like..finally she is missing home..hehe...good.
donkey forgot bout me. haiz..he said he will msg me B4 he slps, now...already pass 2hours already.
sakit hati o...haiz..
who's gotta the kingdom? we've got the kingdom. we must always remember those days.. haha..
Saturday, 23 February 2008
long long long time ago
long long long time ago, the world was round, izit still round now?
just because the Christians felt that the earth was flat, and some ppl don agree to it, got themselves into big trouble, trouble like their life.
in todays so call democratic world, same story goes around, whoever who don comply to UR rules, they get kicked out.
kicked here, defined as, snapped out of the community.
its incredibly shocking to find that that practice is so common, to the extend, it makes ppl sick.
if i had the power, i would wipe all of those ppl out, if only i had the license to kill. zzz...
that naive thinking, where ur school teacher will punish whoever who is wrong is so not correct. how bout teaching children something more closer related to the current world? tats more like it.
instead of just telling them to keep their hands clean, treat ppl with manners and all, how bout some sense of common living skills? the power to fight for ourselves, nowadays, is so...zero.
in fact, its like we never had the rights to anything in the world. small things are always made big, but, only to the extend where the boms start comin down and u stop.
well, its hard to accept the fact, but, too bad.
i really don wanna give up. just one week. tat's all we got, to prove ppl wrong, and stay on our stand strongly. how long can we take it? over and over again, simon dear comes in with a new shocking story, a brilliant idea that makes most of us boil. well, thanks to him, most of us live a little shorter, meaning, less ppl will fight for oxygen in the future. our free radicals have increase significantly, and our antioxidant level has fallen to a very serious position. thanks to our Wonderful Simon dear...
let us make it through this time, we will.
just because the Christians felt that the earth was flat, and some ppl don agree to it, got themselves into big trouble, trouble like their life.
in todays so call democratic world, same story goes around, whoever who don comply to UR rules, they get kicked out.
kicked here, defined as, snapped out of the community.
its incredibly shocking to find that that practice is so common, to the extend, it makes ppl sick.
if i had the power, i would wipe all of those ppl out, if only i had the license to kill. zzz...
that naive thinking, where ur school teacher will punish whoever who is wrong is so not correct. how bout teaching children something more closer related to the current world? tats more like it.
instead of just telling them to keep their hands clean, treat ppl with manners and all, how bout some sense of common living skills? the power to fight for ourselves, nowadays, is so...zero.
in fact, its like we never had the rights to anything in the world. small things are always made big, but, only to the extend where the boms start comin down and u stop.
well, its hard to accept the fact, but, too bad.
i really don wanna give up. just one week. tat's all we got, to prove ppl wrong, and stay on our stand strongly. how long can we take it? over and over again, simon dear comes in with a new shocking story, a brilliant idea that makes most of us boil. well, thanks to him, most of us live a little shorter, meaning, less ppl will fight for oxygen in the future. our free radicals have increase significantly, and our antioxidant level has fallen to a very serious position. thanks to our Wonderful Simon dear...
let us make it through this time, we will.
Sunday, 17 February 2008
ever ever ever
ever met with those kinda ppl, who shouts out loud what they wil never ever ever ever do..but, at the end of the day, well, looks who is talking? zzz...its such a bother to have these kinda ppl around u.
how bout this, ever had some one spying around u wanting to know wat u are doin all the time? scared that u might be studying and they are not? oh dear...well, if u wanna tell me that i wont be thinking like that unless i am such a person, think again. if it happens all the time, wats the rationale? hmm...i tend to think about it, and find that this kinda mentality, attitude prob, mostly comes from ppl less well of, and want to win all the time. they will creep near u, without making any noise, to find out wat are u up to...
or, hav u ever ever ever met ppl, who can be such unaware of their own probs, and wanting to help others out when they cant even help themselves? sad...over helpful, but then again, y so helpful? for wat reason? accept the fact that there are no free lunches, ppl do things oni for a reason. thats reality. well, then they are doin it for?? popularity. even sadder case.
izit that important to hav the name all around the place? being famous? known to most ppl? izit really that good? i don think so. speaking from little experience, which i find it enough! getting the attention from opposite sex? thats something i wont wanna do, unless i like that PARTICULAR person, if not, y bother to get so many of them flying around u?
my soul is priceless, and my life is too, thats wat i think. ever met those who tells u, y not lets hang out and hav some fun? or do something u will never do? then how would u answer them? well, once i said over my dead body, and u know wat responds i got? haha...aiyo..i give u 10bucks u teman me la..pls... OMG! wat kinda thinking is that? some ppl just don get it. a NO is a NO. it cant be replaced by money unless u are one of those simple headed flickered minded idiots. unless, changing ur mind would make ur life better, much better. unless changing ur mind is the best for EVERYONE, including urself. terrible isn't??
kuang kuang kuang...
very very very very weird ppl...
how bout this, ever had some one spying around u wanting to know wat u are doin all the time? scared that u might be studying and they are not? oh dear...well, if u wanna tell me that i wont be thinking like that unless i am such a person, think again. if it happens all the time, wats the rationale? hmm...i tend to think about it, and find that this kinda mentality, attitude prob, mostly comes from ppl less well of, and want to win all the time. they will creep near u, without making any noise, to find out wat are u up to...
or, hav u ever ever ever met ppl, who can be such unaware of their own probs, and wanting to help others out when they cant even help themselves? sad...over helpful, but then again, y so helpful? for wat reason? accept the fact that there are no free lunches, ppl do things oni for a reason. thats reality. well, then they are doin it for?? popularity. even sadder case.
izit that important to hav the name all around the place? being famous? known to most ppl? izit really that good? i don think so. speaking from little experience, which i find it enough! getting the attention from opposite sex? thats something i wont wanna do, unless i like that PARTICULAR person, if not, y bother to get so many of them flying around u?
my soul is priceless, and my life is too, thats wat i think. ever met those who tells u, y not lets hang out and hav some fun? or do something u will never do? then how would u answer them? well, once i said over my dead body, and u know wat responds i got? haha...aiyo..i give u 10bucks u teman me la..pls... OMG! wat kinda thinking is that? some ppl just don get it. a NO is a NO. it cant be replaced by money unless u are one of those simple headed flickered minded idiots. unless, changing ur mind would make ur life better, much better. unless changing ur mind is the best for EVERYONE, including urself. terrible isn't??
kuang kuang kuang...
very very very very weird ppl...
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