where were we??

the sudden tot of actually goin on makes me so....not happy. haiz.. again and again, thesis work never ends. its...the never ending story. remember? the one where we had funny fyling bears? and my fren said i had no childhood life just cos i don run around with dogs and cats, playing in padi fields and getting myself into lots of scatches. zzz

well, mayb i was brought up in a more.....booky area. where...u don open ur door to find urself, looking at wooden houses with zink roofs! or...u don open ur window, to suddenly find ur kids actually having fun with stray cats and feeding them with the same hands they had their breakfast. or...mayb i just don get the chance to hear cows moo, goats bleed...and horses neighing in the middle of the night. or..the sound of the tracktor moving in the fields to get padi. zzz

i was there too. my childhood. ppl have difference up bringin. and, i should say, i had a fair share of my fun too!! regardless of all the dirty running and shouting like mad fools...haha...i consider mine, proper and well done! a clap for my parents.

but, of cos we did stupid things and got our fair bit of beatings too!! haha....

its not how ppl perceive who we are, but, are we really wat they think? do ppl just want fun out of all the gossips and make a big hoo haa over it or do they really mean wat they say? are they sure and certain? do they take their lives upon and swar? i doubt.

for goodness sake. how many ppl in the cities today can see the stars? how many? with the polluted area and the smoke, wats left? dust!!
i don like ppl to criticise, but, is tat up to my control? nonono!!!
so, wats the fight about for?? jesus! they should know earlier...than wat is all these retarded critics when u don know anything. dono about wats goin on! dono things tat others have gone through. think b4 u speak. don be a nin con poop!! tats bad!!

its not a tradition izit? to actually make things so complicated? how bout, we just all go bac to square one? where things we...all over tin mining? now? wats the rocking about? wats the whole twist and turn for? presidenship? pls lah! read up ur history. we should be all known than not.

i remember, when i was young, we use to go in and out of s'pore just like, it was just another part of earth on the other side of the sea, tats all! now, when we go over, its like...goin over to a place where ppl look at u differently and make sconful eye sights at u. y? thanks to our big big uncles...they helped us create enemies. wow! and when we go shopping, the look of a malaysian wallet with all the RM inside, is...so so so...worthless.
tats...worthless alright! sell urself!

terresa freed

wat crap shit? just cos she is not a threat to the country? i find this so stupid. or...they just slap themselves on the faces? this is so....stupid. its like..creating nonsense so tat ppl will actually hav Malaysia in the bulletins. and....wow..!! we made it! great!

wats a threat?
boms? political violence? or...just cos her voice makes something in others thinking? is she tat good? to inspire? or...is the gov scared of something tat others cant know about? how active is malaysia in the terms of freedom of speach? we don practice democracy, we pratice demecracy berparlimen. so...how far do u think ppl in malaysia can talk?

this is madness. we're turnin outsleves into....the topic of discussion. how.....bersepadu is malaysians? wow.....lets bring up the past and make a real change. as if its goin to happen. y cant they just shut up and keep low? after all, tats wat ppl have been doin for the past donkey yrs..is tat not so? i tot we always HAD to remain SILENT. in case one fine day we come bac to see ourselves, locked up. gosh! this is mad

don care if u don bother

of cos...life goes on without ppl around u. it..depends, wat kind of ppl u are mixing with. it goes on to influence ur thinking, ur needs, ur way of handling other...many thing.. but, all goes down to, who u really are.

deep down inside, u may be someone, but, do others look at u and say:'yea...she/he is some one.' do they? or do they look at u and don bother to give any comments?

if u wanna be someone ppl bother talking about, in their daily lives, then be tat some one sincerely. don fake it out just to somebody ppl talk about. its so irritating! zzz

fake ppl are the worst kinda human kind possible. they think oni bout fame and not sincerity. its really pissing ppl off. well, its the education in them tat is not making their lives worthwhile. sad case..come all the way up to a uni standard, and this is wat they have. o.......

bad bad day!

today is a bad day for me. things din go right. came bac from tax, went to old town for frens birthday celebration. then after tat, zzz...felt so....zzz...cant slp but tired, cant study cos tired, cant do anything. haiz.

then now, dong is giving me prob...making me feel..very sad, mummy and kai kai quarreling, so many probs...zzz....all these ppl, they make my life interesting yes, i admit. but, izit at this time? haiz....

communication

wats communication? to me, it can be in many forms, but when it comes to sensitive things, face to face is the best way out. talk them all out, and lets solve probs. once and for all, get it over and done with. y drag on and make things bad? wats the point?

it will oni worsen relationships and make ur lives sad and angry. both parties will not be happy with each other. one don satisfy one's need, another will not know, what izit that is not satisfied. is tat not a bother? tats a real lot of bothers!!

long ago

o...have i ever told u, this was a pic taken when both me and riana were thrown into a place call, reality. where we had to go all the way out there for something, we never knew, would be a waste of time and effort. it was...wat i call, sickening! but, wat the hell..its all over now. its just for memory. and all that has been, we will always remember!

ground no. 1

ground no. one, never ever think about doin something stupid! no...i cannot do anything stupid and silly! its out of my reach!! never think of that.

tat was a bad little tot. i know it is...who cares? i don bother. i do wat i want to and wat makes me feel MYSELF! yes, and thank u!

my way...its goin to be MY way, if u are sorry at the end of the day, its ur prob.