emo--missing home sweet home

tuang...it just snap out of my brains.

after sending my sister to the ktm, i was waiting at the bus stop for quite some time...plus, i needed the toilet so urgently..haiz...finally, the bus came.
god, i saw this not female not male person. kinda weird. i tot i saw wrongly, cos, he dressed and acted so much like a lady, but the voice. OMG....haha

after entering the bus, o...finally...hehe..so happy. my sister already reach nilai!!! almost reaching her campus also..swt!
in the bus, all was fine. my mum called me to ask where am i...and all...then she told me to be careful. then she told me that my aunt, bought me a dress for my birthday...
have u ever had the homesick feeling? i dono..i mean, its been such a long time since i went bac, but, i don wanna be that kinda dependent kinda girl, not towards my family. my mum said, i must be strong...cannot be so weak. must learn to be out there.
i told her once i wanted to go bac on the 3rd week of mac, but, she said stay there better...can do my work all...its true..but, i miss home. i really do...i din mean to be that emotional..but, i really cant help it...i am a very homely kinda person...and, well, that's y...

everytime, when my frens ask me y i don wanna go bac, my heart aches. its not that i don wanna go bac..just that, no one will b at home, during the weekends...and, its such a rush! everytime i come bac from jb to kl, i will feel so reluctant, moodless. i hate it. i don like tat kinda feeling. its like i am a very weak person. i wanna be stronger. i don wanna miss home easily. but, i cant help missing it sometimes. plus, my sister had to go bac so early. the election makes things very very bad...its true, we wanted to lie to out parents, but, for wat? better safe than sorry. wat if they are right? although sometimes, we find them a little over reacting...

i love my parents a lot...and, when my mum was angry with us cos we were finding ways to go bac later, she was very disappointed. i was very sorry also...din mean to make her upset...and worried...
plus, i was not very in good condition with my donkey...cos, of his hp..we were quarreling. i mean, i miss him so much, and..haiz..but all is over..

i gotta be stronger. cos of my parents...hehe...yulp! gogogo!!!!!