i dono....i seriously dont! and don ask me y i dont cos i have tot of that stupid question a billion and one times, and nothing! nothing comes out!!!!
i seriously find it hard to believe that some ppl could just get pass away tat easily. how come i cant? wats so different in me that i CANT??? yes, tell me!
izit my brains? or my eyes? or?? wat??? i don see any difference! i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!
life is so unfair, nothing is fair i know, but does it have to till tat extent? till the point where i don get wat i paid so much for? wat i have been waiting to prove and get at least a final-sigh..i finally did it?? did i not deserve such a treatment or was it tat i really don?
how can i not? i worked hard, so hard for wat i wanted to get, to at least...hav that little comment in my little heart, but, it never comes. never!!
i don see y i don deserve it, i really dont see y.. and how can other ppl who did not work hard for it, actually get wat they wanted?
i want that too..i really do. if i were to choose between working hard and getting the easy way out, i would take the easy way out. they both get the same outcome. wats the point of working so hard when life's short? i wanna be like them too. i really do. wat does it take to take it easy and make my life better?
do i have to take away my reputation? repo or wat? of wat? as if i am some kinda CEO, or a manager, wat? why does it even matter? i am nobody right now, and i dont see myself being somebody in the future that i have to keep my reputation of some highly well little student, who does everything she can, but, still never gets there.
oh....yes, never gets there. the whowhowho who never gets there...such a sad and pathetic story. should the world be told such a story? or should it be just held a secret? should i be the oni one who knows it..or should i announce it. share it with the whole wide world, that this is such an easy way to success and good results. y not? its so much easier. and...so much fun loving...
enjoying b4 finals...o....how many ppl can afford that luxury? i would love too! trust me....
but, sometimes, i just never have the little luck of being dirty and bitchy. mayb...i used them all up during my sec school like, to be too over bitchy. therefore, sad case. round round round~~
walah...the world still goes round. like....a....nin con poop!! ##
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