ppl done tat to me a million and one times, but....i don care. i wonder y izit that i bother so much just cause peiqi did the same thing just like any other bitch would do. mayb cos i rally hate her, and really dislike her a lot. tats y i cant stand it anymore when she does tat.
look what u have done!!! what a simple sentence and yet, has lots of meaning.
i think that there are times when i cant help finding her really irritating and sickening. but, in life, there are so many of these kinda ppl. why should i bother?
i tot of that many times, then....wondered was it because she did so many things to me that i feel sick and pissed off. i dono if things will change better for me if i just keep quiet. or....would things turn any better if i made her life miserable too.
and i kinda wondered why shu yee and baoyi like her so much. i really don und. her facial expressions kills me inside out and makes me really sick. i dono why..they enjoy that moment of PAIN~~~
sometimes, ppl just open up to the world one day and they realize frens are no longer frens they tot they were. its a whole different story. did baoyi send her resume to me for checking? making use of me? and...y din anyone tell me tat they were goin to go for interviews? i was left out. i din know.
abby said that peiqi told me last night. peiqi herself told her bout it. wow...see how smart ppl manipulate stories? i was the one who went to ask her. i was the one who asked baoyi if they called her. i was. and yet, this is the feedback. why should i even bother in the 1st place? mayb....its like tat.
mayb i was born to be in a condition where....i wont have anymore close frens like van. mayb she will be the oni one left. well, its ok...i can have many frens...but none whom i can trust at all just like how i trust van. too bad.
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