if only....

if only things were better, tats what we all would always say. is it not so? my baby just told me he was so so so fed up because his mum kept his things somewhere and cant find it. despite this, his mum cant be contacted cos... she din bring her hp with her. 

well, if only things were in our control. but, again, think... is tat possible? can we control everything out of our control? can we control someone else's action? absolutely no. we know that very well ourselves too. 

however, we cant help being affected by other people's action right? when it comes to people we sort of trust more and prefer, when they do things that... makes us pissed, we're affected. when feelings come in, emotions react, we are affected already. so... close ones are the ones who can really hurt our feelings. don u think so? 

and of cos, we cant be responsible for any of them too! what they do, they have to be fully responsible. although there are times we get drag into the situation innocently, too bad then. 

so... if only is a very big word. apparently, it might or might not come true. its a dream in fact. so... lets just pray it does come true and make things easier for us in life.