yeah

happy day!!!! went shopping with hui, yunyun and sit looi!!! mid valley, metro jaya great sales!!! i bought so much but oni for 210bucks!!!! imagine...all branded stuf. hehe

one shirt for daddy, rm119 and oni rm35bucks!!! imagine. then....a dress, miss sixteen from 350 to only 150!!!! wat the hell????

and also a hag, from 119 to only 24!!! now tats wat i call...madness!! yeah!!

it was great la..

i also got a blusher for 14bucks!! hhe....dam happy.

then mummy wanted me to spend off the isetan rm50 dollar voucher. so....went to get some really expensive, not worth buying kinda blouse. but, ok la...with the vouvher, it oni cost me additional 29dollars. not bad!!! hee...my frens said it made me look thinner. which makes me happy!! haa

it was a great shopping spreee....which i have not gone for a really long time. buying like madness!! haa...its was real craziness!! next would be celebration for donkey. cant wait for that. hehe...its the next most important thing in my  life besides being with him

hehe....

excited. hahahaha....

sometimes, my life is great. its even greater when i am happy. 

accounting

i seriously have no interest in accounting. then y am i planning to do my acca? and....y am i not loving it since i HAVE to do acca? i am in such a mess. i love my life. its full of conspiracy and weird things happening. 

tats my life. welcome to my life.....

i see.....

now i know, how ppl change things tat would cause others to get into trouble. i should try them out myself too!! y not, makes no harm.

ppl done tat to me a million and one times, but....i don care. i wonder y izit that i bother so much just cause peiqi did the same thing just like any other bitch would do. mayb cos i rally hate her, and really dislike her a lot. tats y i cant stand it anymore when she does tat.

look what u have done!!! what a simple sentence and yet, has lots of meaning. 

i think that there are times when i cant help finding her really irritating and sickening. but, in life, there are so many of these kinda ppl. why should i bother? 

i tot of that many times, then....wondered was it because she did so many things to me that i feel sick and pissed off. i dono if things will change better for me if i just keep quiet. or....would things turn any better if i made her life miserable too. 

and i kinda wondered why shu yee and baoyi like her so much. i really don und. her facial expressions kills me inside out and makes me really sick. i dono why..they enjoy that moment of PAIN~~~

sometimes, ppl just open up to the world one day and they realize frens are no longer frens they tot they were. its a whole different story. did baoyi send her resume to me for checking? making use of me? and...y din anyone tell me tat  they were goin to go for interviews? i was left out. i din know. 

abby said that peiqi told me last night. peiqi herself told her bout it. wow...see how smart ppl manipulate stories? i was the one who went to ask her. i was the one who asked baoyi if they called her. i was. and yet, this is the feedback. why should i even bother in the 1st place? mayb....its like tat.

mayb i was born to be in a condition where....i wont have anymore close frens like van. mayb she will be the oni one left. well, its ok...i can have many frens...but none whom i can trust at all just like how i trust van. too bad. 

considerate??

whats the meaning of....being considerate. ?? what?

anyone???

let me tell u what some ppl define considerate.

peiqi defines it as....making sure her stuf are in a safe condition without having her to inform others that something of hers if different from others. for example: she has few packets of opened powder drinks in the fridge inside a box. well, oni she knows its opened. wow! and when ppl arranges the fridge so it will be neater, it spills off her stuf cos NO ONE knows its open. so..she finds that very inconsiderate as it has made her powder spilt. 

i find that a little too selfish. mayb others din think of that...which there is a posibility that no one would put open stuf unzip into a box, closed when no one can touch wats inside. right?

well......how do U define....CONSIDERATE??

wondering

i wonder....who is more important...me or ur roomie. haiz....sad case. its such a stupid thing. thanks to u, i know that i am very irrational for acting for myself. thanks

how could that be?? zzz...everyone has their rights. and its not my right to keep myself safe? my health? no?? ok...i din know that i am always to put myself into different danger in my life. 

i wished i would get deaf for good. i wont have to hear u talk while ur roomie makes noise at the back trying to attract attention from god knows how. 

that's the best. 

what kinda person am i??

i seriously wonder.....

haha...i started thinkin of this question when one of my fren's member was admitted into the hospital. after a whole week of hospitalized mood, its the assignment week. both assignments to be submitted on the same week, which is tomorrow!

so...he is a weak guy. in fact, in and out of clinics and hospitals. very frequent. kinda boring, and not very strong for a guy. as a vegetarian, he should be....stronger, due to healthy living.

but, hey...dud!! its the wrong thing here. and i kinda got tired with his sick life. if i were a boss, i would have fired him a long time ago. i am cruel? because i want to fire him of his weak body? business is business. however good we are, there should be ppl being sacrificed. ppl like these who stand in the way for better up coming achievements, should be long gone. i am growing, so is the business. how can i have such kind of weak yet irresponsible person in my workplace?

same goes to a group. be realistic. come on. how long can u keep him up? i wont. for sure. how long can u give monthly salary to people like this? not for long. trust me. tats life. 

my fren there...abby, has to do most of the things. i dono....how should i say it but, its the person who is in that situation only can they feel how much torture it is. i remember....those days of...'sial' face they call it. haha...they are long gone now. what i relief!! now...there are ppl around...and these kinda ppl should be more considerate. 

do everything urself then. no choice. thats wat one of the other saint members said. wow.....i was impressed. i am!!! really!!!

very...

how could someone say that? oni saints can. cos they are the most extra ordinary being on earth. regardless of what come to them....come what may. yes...praise the lord. 

i see.....

i was looking through msn pms just now and i saw this very interesting note.

'when u are at the top, don forget where u came from'

very interesting. when ppl reach a place where they are very high up, somehow.....many forget where they are from. just like u, cheryl. u have obviously forgotten where u came from. 

do you remember how u actually talked in front of all of us? do you remember a amount of shit u have shitted in front of many of us? the amount of crap u ate and fed us??

i was feeling a little happy with the progress...but, never think that it is when its not. u know its not. we know its not too. try not telling anyone, and u should hide it from everyone, not a single sole should know. don't u think so??

my dear, there is a time when ppl had fate in u. now...it has all became hatred and boredom. y?

u ask urself. 

never fear whats comin on, but be proud that u HAVE problems comin up. this means that there is progress!!!!

however, running away from problems is so wrong. however, when we cant take charge and make the change, the best is just run away from it. are u not capable of taking charge now? my dear, u could have make a lot of WONDERFUL changes, many PROGRESSIVE actions. but did u? 

ask yourself.

i ran away from a problem that i personally cannot change. other ppl's attitude problem. but, i never ran away from MY OWN problem. oni a coward will do that. only a FOOL would. and, it sounds a lot like u my dear.

laziness has made u a very stupid person, someone who cannot think straight. i heard from someone i think very sensible and responsible that u are proudly lazy of ur actions and being very very silly in making decision. making underground movements to get ppl out of their positions, and make them give up. that's u my dear, very dirty little rat. 

u are not looking around properly, blinded with LOVE. or...izit love i should call, someone who makes use of u to take actions on others he does not like?? only a fool would be tricked. and that sounds just so much like u my dear. 

now i ask myself, what was it that made u out-stand others the last time. and it was ur mouth my dear. and that very same mouth that might bring u down, my dear chairman. its ur choice my dear chairman. a path u can take, or change, depending on urself. 

tc my dear chairman. u sound oni like the best, but....sadly, u are the worst of the worse.