save me

save me from temptation
save me from anger
save me from irritation
save me from confusion
save me from all these
that will do me no good

has it been always me?
has it always been like this?
has it caused me much sufferings?
has it made me the who i am?

why do i have to take all these?
why do i have to swallow all?
why is it me?
why was it me who always gets it?
why me?

i don see the relation
i don see the pride
i don see the benefits
i don see any
so..wats the point?

its not my fault
its non of my business
its not me in that situation
its not under my control

but, i can change it
i can get away from it
i can manage it if i want to
i will find my way
even if i hurt u
I AM SORRY
but, too bad, its all done
the cut is there

save me from this,
and u will be ok
but, do it fast
i have lots of temper in me
waiting to be exploded into ashes
like a volcano erupting
a hurricane raising
a mad dog on the run

save me...i need wat i need
the peace and freedom
the wanting of having my life
the freedom of speech
the freedom of reality
the freedom of killing


give me the license to kill
or the power to demolish
give me time to let go
or the mind to forget
give it to me.
all will be in peace