now i know y i love u so much, because u are always there for me no matter what happens. u make time out for me, and make me feel loved and cared for. no matter how tired u are, u never fail to be with me, mostly mentally. ur absence makes me realized ur importance in my life, not just as a partner, but more than a partner. u make me realize who i am with u, and i will never forget that. every night, b4 i slp, i will think of u, miss u, and wonder how are u over there. and then i start to realize how much u have done for me, when i am not around and not there for u. just because i am busy with my things, my situation does not allow me to contact u, or watsoever, now i know how much it takes to go through those moments. thanks for being there for me. and i really do miss u. emailing u without getting any replies makes me sad. i find myself not wanting to mail u not because i don't love u or i am bored of not getting any replies, its because i don want to make myself sad while typing out things tat are not true just to make u happy and not worrying over me. in the future, who knows what might happen, how many more trips like these u gotta go. and i don't wan to be the one who is stopping u. i should be the one encouraging u to go. i want to be that girl. that person whom after a tiring trip, comes bac and she's there smiling, welcoming you.
thats y donkey, i know now, what u are to me. love love!! all it takes it just a little more time to get used to it right? it all comes with some thing to learn from.
2 comments:
lin, reading ur blog makes me nod like nobody's business.. how can u tell the way i feel.. gosh..
sometimes, i just so hard..to learn..learn to be strong, alone.
its the reason y we klnow we love them. hehe
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